Sunday, December 27, 2015

we all eat our feeling and pretend we are on an emotional diet


Digital art 
50X70cm 

I Am Truly the Beast With In Me


little red riding hood went on a trip 
in that dark forest of fears and never touched tears 
I am not scared she said
while she walked through the black branches 
into the gates of shadows 
he grated behind
she turns to see the face of the so called demon 
broken black crystals in his eyes 
mirror her complection 
he looked at her with her green hazels chacity  
she plead 
with a thousand lies merged into his fur
can I touch you?
she asks so sweetly 
but silent he stays 
can I speak to you?
she requests once again 
but away he turns 
why won't you let me see you?
she cries 
one last time before she leaves him behind 
he looks at her with his black skies 
and says
one cannot easily see one's beast 
for your shadows are deeper than what your eyes can perceive 
she left finally out of that haze
and so she says
about that wolf from that day
I am truly the beast within me
this is how little red riding hood was nor little nor red anymore


digital art 
50x70cm


Saturday, December 26, 2015

To Love Another

It doesn't matter if you know, I love you or I love you not. 
Me loving another is my rise, not your victory. 


Tuesday, December 15, 2015

Sunday, December 13, 2015

paradox and other questions



you are that feeling I get between sleep and awake 
that lovely blissful second of never-ending coolness equally balanced with warmth
traveling through my body to give me a moment of eternal peace

but still i question this life
Is it love? or is a terrible lie? 
I wonder so deeply trying to figure this paradox
Is it real?








Tuesday, December 1, 2015

Bloody Blue

Dear Mr. Johnny       
  
           Disconnected, unrelated to everything to everyone, As if I was never part of this world to a point that my body refuses to connect to my mind... I can't sketch I can't paint. My hands seem to fail in delivering my thoughts, it's like my brain has lost control of what once was such an easy advantage. I'm tired, I'm tired of saying I'm tired. I wish I could wake up one day so free of whatever holds me down right now. I haven't written something in over 2 years, I wonder if that has to do with losing you, I keep remembering you, your face, your smile, the way u loved me makes it so hard to forget, real love never dies, the more time passes the more I feel this is true, there is always that one guy u will never get over, my friend once said. But is this I'm feeling just a simple flashback from the past, or is it really the true meaning of love. If I were to count the times I think of you in a single day I would have lost count a long time ago.  
           
          Yes, I think of you everyday when I wake up I remember your sweet kiss on my shoulder that little soft kiss that use to travel all over my body and satisfy my senses in the most innocent way I can ever feel. And as I manage to start my day insisting to have a good one, to stay strong and maybe find a reason to be happy.. I think of you, of us. Everything I do reminds me of you even when I hold my paints I remember the time when we use to chase each other around with a full tube of paint threatening to wash the other, I smile, a memory so nice so free. Nothing was too much for us, no time was enough, those days were I spend hours holding your hand in class in secret and then going home not wanting to wash them cause I can still smell your scent in them.             
            
             I wanted u to stay with me all the time, I missed your presence every day since we split parts, my life is on hold waiting for you to come back and give it motion again, give it reason to live to smile to just simply be... But u still didn't come back... And my heart seems to hurt more and more from your distance. No love is ever gonna be like your love, I have tried to move on, to forget you, to fill my heart with someone else's presence, but it's like everyone else's love is entente to yours. You loved me! I know u did! I felt you with every time u looked at me I felt your love, there was this look in your face I'd know your looking at me, like the only girl in the world the only one for u, that look that disappeared the last time I saw you. The time we split ways, I cried so hard all night like a baby, I was a baby I was only 19, I cried so much I couldn't breathe anymore. I was just so sad, my heart ached, my eyes were very swollen I could barley see, but I could see how my sisters looked at me in so much sorrow, they couldn't help me. There is no medication for love ache, there is no cure. I had to deal with it on my own. step on my pain and carry myself like nothing has ever happened, I had to pretend that I was strong that I wasn't broken, and that I was mature. I told myself "u took the decision to be with him, now u need to suffer the consequence". As time passed I made myself turn numb, feeling less. I walked around thinking people shouldn’t see my heart break they should see me strongIn the weakness you find your strength… I'm still looking.



02.02.2014
from the girl who believed in love 


Bloody Blue
Digital art 
50x70 cm




The 1st Student Conference


So I was asked to do the logo and poster flyer and brochure design for the 
The 1st Student Conference 
in AUB 
and here is what I cooked up!

this logo was inspired from the 
the great leader of ancient literature 



here is the logo in colours


as for the posters, flyers and brochure
I was inspired to use pencil strokes as a continuation of the logo idea

Poster
Size A2

Flyers
Size A5

Brochure 
Size A5 closed A4 opened

thank you for taking the time to see my work 
Please comment below and share your opinions
I love to hear from you :)