Sunday, March 29, 2015

I hold my heart so fortified


Last day goodbye 
I hold my heart so fortified
Last day goodnight
All I do …is hide  
All I have… is what’s left of my pride
What I’m constantly losing? Is the power of my strong fight
So I stand way behind at the end of the line
It’s something that can’t be denied
It’s all about time and I will be fine
That’s what everybody rhymes
It’s all about time and I will be just fine

And I will be able to break this silent crime
But here I am again sad as the darkest wine
So lonely but still one of a kind
What does it matter really?
What difference does it make?
Being real and so far away from fake
What change does it take?
To do what’s best for my sake
Here I am once again playing this losing game
Love is real?
I ask myself again
Love can be very severe
I answer with an aching pain left so sincere  
Love is strange?
A question I’d rather change
Love is weird?
That is something I always feared
Love is break
And I am afraid from this heavy weight
Love is what I hate
And I hope I regret this phrase
Here I am once again with broken faith
Standing alone at the lowest stage
All full of pain and a lot of rage
This feeling makes me go insane
Makes me feel so sick as if poison is in my veins
All I see is a closed up, shattered way
Dark and gloomy even in the middle of the day
But I guess this is the price to pay
So this is what I claim 
And when I raise my head to the glory of fate
I say it straight to its face   
Last day goodbye
I hold my heart so fortified
Last day goodnight
There is nothing to do but to hide
And, I declare, “Love is a losing game”.
I have lost more than what I gained
It’s just like tears in the rain
Of thoughts of lost love stories
Falling apart to soak my heart
With the strong poison’s truth
Until I’m drawn in this endless booth
Last day good bye
I hold my heart so fortified
Last day goodnight
I have lost this furious fight 
So I close my eyes, somehow failure is bearable with no sight
Love can never resemble white
Love is like a flying kite
It seems to be So far and so free
But always tied down
Just like me