Uncanny

My thoughts are blurry and uncanny 

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If not, I try

If not, I try 

to show you my inner self 

but, you see nothing of me 

my needles are not so sharp

Ice crystal don't always look so blue 

my darkness is nothing but the absence of you

if not, I try 

and when I can't sleep without your hue

I close my eyes and talk to you 

I wish you can feel me weep

I wish you can see me cry

not for your face but for your heart I die

if not, I try

I hear your heart beats in my mind 

I listen and I fly 

I dance and I smile 

I miss you

that's no lie

I may love you 

tonight 

I may love you 

forever

if not

I try 

I talk to you

I tell you the truth

but

you're not here to see

me, myself and I