The Hazards of Sadness

Oh God! I pray, I pray. Keep me away from these people!

as I thought of all the things you said 

I cut down my canvas's strings 

sharp and thin and cut down my wings

 as I thought of the person you been 

and then I sing 

it hurts, the sharp edges of the blade swing 

and so it shall burn to defuse into better things 

so here I dropped coffee on my canvas 

with radome strokes of black ink

 yes, it is

the hazards of sadness 

canvas 40X30 cm

fire, coffee and black ink

                     

Wedding Card Design

So here is my latest wedding card design 

the theme of the wedding is the cherry blossom trees 

so the design is put together in two main colours 

the brown and the pink 

this card is a slip-in kind of card 

with embossing 

printed on 300 gm texture paper 

Leave Your Monsters Where I Left Mine

look into my eyes 

straight in that dark side

look into my eyes 

and tell me you don't see yourself 

lie to me and pretend you don't feel me in you 

lingering in your mind

passing through your days 

from a visitor to a permenent resedent

look deep into my eyes 

and sing me a sweet melody 

of a thousand music boxes  

and a million ballerina dancers 

all jumping and twirling 

smoothly walking on a trail of never ending memories 

do you remember 

or are we still playing that game of the egotistic strategy

were you sit silently while I hurt enormously

rapidly trying to fix my self again 

raise my posture and forgive my sin

don't you remember 

those days of me losing myself to you 

trying to show you my ultimate purity

look deep into my eyes 

one last time 

look at yourself in fearful lies 

look at your shameful side

I'm quitting your silly death match, I'm leaving this behind 

you can come with me if you wish 

but leave your monsters

where I left mine

Intuitive painting 

water colour

                  

Mother of flowers

Water-colour 

42x32 cm

                

Obstruct

hide your heart people shouldn't see how beautiful it is 

water colour 

42x32 cm

             

Dancing with my demands

Would u like to dance on the dark side of innocence where revenge is a smiling face and everyone is allowed to hate 

water colour and ink

A4 

               

Fly My Dear Fly

Let's dance till our feet can't walk let's fly cause there is nothing to hold on to anymore 

                 

Authenticity No More

I look at the moon as it shines down on my way and I cannot help but think of you. 

As your presence lingers around me and I talk so softly,

I ask you do you love me? 

But u say staring at me gently 

not wanting to blink and miss a glimpse of my never-ending melody.

I look at the moon again and I wonder curiously, 

why shall I live this way with you so far behind me. 

I ask my angles, to tell me, 

to grant me for this is a longing agony my affection I miss for you my part of me I long to see

And the days pass. 

One full moon after the other still, 

I see you in my head I conversate you. 

I scream at you and hate you. 

Then I hold you and embrace you. 

What an alternating life. 

To live in a present so diligent with this false authenticity or is not a real reality to see me in your complexion of fearful rests.

Maybe one night you will look at that moon and shed my immortal passion. 

Maybe one day you will wake up and wish for myself to you. 

Maybe somehow my authenticity would become yours.
till then
authenticity no more

I See Things in my Mind

I see things in my mind 

that my eyes fail to believe 

my mouth resists to say.. 

Sometimes words are too short and shallow to express 

simple color of no pigments but rather bright signals

I see things in my mind 

that eliminate letters and abstract ideas so blissfully fine

 a feeling of lasting time or maybe no time at all 

photoshop photography 

self portrait 

self perception 

Doodling on a Wooden Box

empty wooden boxes can be bough from any stationary shop 

just make sure u pick a nice size, easy to paint on

after choosing my perfect wooden box size and depth 

i took my time doodling on the surface of the box with an average ink felt pen

after my flower doodles were done and finished 

I took my time to paint all over the box with a dark pink colour 

and when the paint was dried up and done 

I painted all over the box glossy varnish to give it a nice smith texture 

hope you liked my little project

enjoy customising your personal little box